If I could just talk about failure for a moment, then I would talk about how Luigi did something right but failed to remain uncaught, and it was just one CEO, like maybe there are a bunch that need to meet Luigi, but for now, they're out here denying my medication, like even though it's not a life or death situation, it was helping me, and now I'm temporarily off of it while the insurance company squabbles about it, and so I'm back on the other drug, Taco Bell, and it feels so fucking good to eat because I love this food, but then I think that maybe I shouldn't have, that I won't feel great tomorrow physically or emotionally, scared that I'm backsliding, and then overlooking to the vacuums, the free ones at the car wash, the ones I would use if I had time, to clean out the minivan, I just don't have time, I'll never have time again, and that feels like failure, eating burritos and coming home to a dirty minivan.
But I don't need to talk about failures, because there are so many successes in my life, and I am thankful.
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